Monday, March 28, 2022

University

So... I have been putting this off for a while, but it's only fair if I say it now. 

I have been putting on a front in a way, pretending I am not nervous. Which couldn't be further from the truth, I am so nervous I don't know if I can do it right. It's Law school for god's sake! It's hard, draining, difficult and with the environment I am in right now, I won't manage ANYTHING! And my strict ass parents don't want me to get a place of my own, which I have the right to. And also the fees are insane, beyond my understanding?! 

I thought access to education is a basic human right, so why do I need to pay over 1k per month? 

Why does the state not provide quality education without making people with potential feel guilty for wasting money because their parents can't provide it? 

It's belittling, I am a first gen immigrant, so the guilt is crushing and the pressure is at a snapping point constantly. My parents don't speak German good at all, so I am forced to do everything by myself. No, of course there are people that are worse off than me. I have this PC and a phone and Internet, but then again, how low are the living standards allowed to be? In a modern world like this, there shouldn't even be a shadow of a doubt when it comes to basic essentials. It's a dystopian world, the ultra-rich getting richer, the dirt-poor living, eating and dying on the dusty ground. But it's not healthy for a human being to worry so much about things out of their reach and especially out of their control. This is a problem and a question of working together. 



(WARNING; OFF-TOPIC RANTING ABOUT NFTS / METAVERSE/ RICH PEOPLE BEING ALIEN)

And by the looks of it, the situation will worsen, billionaires are alienating and isolating themselves from the exploitation and damage they are causing to escape into the damn Metaverse. Zuck's poor attempt of rebranding his trash-fire Facebook corporation and detach himself from all the crap his ignorance and outright spastic behavior caused. I mean, have you seen that reptile in human skin? That fucker is not a Homosapien, that thing is from outer space with the mission to destroy planet earth and spread his disease of disinterest for basic human privacy. People, regular and celebratory, are investing and buying into bullshit NFTs instead of checking up on the negative consequences and exploitation it is enabling.

Let's not forget about Elon Lemon-Face Muskrat, the only L he scored was his now ex-wife and former "anti-capitalist, pro-communism" activist and eccentric indie musician Grimes(love her music but BOOO for the choice of leaving the relationship nroke). Also Jeffrey Bezos, Mr. Clean's miserable scrawny(not any more wtf?!) home-schooled sheltered cousin with too much money and an even bigger ego, who wishes a bridge to be removed so his ugly ass yacht can pass through. Don't worry! He's done much worse things.

Anyway, due to this all, Beaurocracy is making it impossible for truly worthy students to even have hope of a place at their dream Uni, because of a few overrated papers. 
That is all!